My fault

My Fault.
Is it my fault im so blind
you told me you loved me
but things changed over time
its so sad i couldnt see.
You promised to always be there
you promised it was forever
you should have told me you never cared
i always believed to never give up, never!
But is it my fault i tried
is this the way we were bound
all you did was hide
never wanting to be found.
Playing you little game of hide and seek
it was all just a game
and you blame everything on me
i will never be the same.
So heres to you
now my lifes on hault
cuz all the stuff you put me through
thanks for making everything my fault.

To a former friend

We were once so close, there wasn't a day that went by that we weren't together having fun. You can say we were friends, but to us it felt more like sisters. But now ask me what she is, and I'll say nothing, not even a friend. It's just really funny how you can go from friends forever, to two girls that just changed, or lost the friendship. Maybe it was me? Maybe it was you? Whatever it was, thank you for making me realize that people aren't who they say they are, and that friendships actually just don't matter.

Meet my best bud...Jeaff

My partner during night life.. haha

Just Like a Tatoo

Tired...

•I’m tired of losing friends.
•I’m tired of fighting.
•I’m tired of being lied to.
•I’m tired of drama.
•I’m tired of crying.
•I’m tired of never being happy.
•I’m tired of trying so hard, and have it be one sided.
•I’m tired of being bitter.
•I’m tired of being used.
•I’m tired of not sleeping.
•I’m tired of missing people.
•I’m tired of hiding my feelings.
•I’m tired of missing you.
•I’m tired of trying.
•I’m tired of being tired.

With SHing

Love this pic!
Taken at Forest Park.. We were celebrating John2x's Bday...

Final

Hey Guys It's been a while since I updated you guys. It's already 11 pm and I'm not yet sleepy. It'a Friday I want to go out but my mind is saying NO.. I know that our path will cross in case I will go out. I really want to but hell what can I get if we will meet there. I hate competition especially from a friend. I don't want to compete why would I do that?.. Of all people.. Not with her..This is also one of the reason I can't sleep. A simple misunderstanding that ends a friendship which doesn't exist at the first place.I had enough. Maybe this serves as a sign that I must stop. Stop caring and hoping that things will work out just fine. It's final..