Thinking of you..

Got nothing to do at this moment. Just arrived from MCDO with my friend Anne together with her hubby Kentot. Had a chitchat with them. Still something is missing. Can't help it. He's always on my mind. I don't know why. I thought after the Guimaras trip I would be okay still I'm not. While writing this blog I'm listening to the song Always be my baby by Mariah. I'm starting to like this one. It reminds me of him. When i was in MCDo my friend gave me this letter from someone in my past. If only I can loved him the way he loved me. If only....but I can't. I can't do it. The perfect guy to be with but the thing is I don't have feelings for him anymore. I know karma strikes back anytime. Now I'm experiencing it. I know what he feels right now cause that's what I'm starting to feel. I want to say sorry for all the stupid things I've done still He's there for me. For hurting him. I hope he will move on. I'm not the right girl for him.. I will never be.. I'm thankful that once in my life someone love me so much. You will always be a part of my life. I will never forget you. I Hope you will find the right one for you.