Glad to see Tin Tin Once again.. :)

My best advisor eveerrr!!.. haha

This is for you..

Smiley me!

You know why there's always a smile in my face? Because life has taught me to always look the bright side of things and to remember that“EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON” and most of all when you feel that life is hitting you again and again.Struggle to follow, look forward the future. And always keep in mind, that life is not going to be fair and never has been, so whenever life gives you a hard time, you show her you are strong enough to move on and remember. Always keep your smile even if your heart is crying, because every bad thing has something good, it’s just a matter of perseverance.

Time to move on..

I need someone to prove to me that I’m worth it, really worth it to them. Maybe all I need is a person who can show me that everyone is not the same. Honestly, I thought you were that person but I was wrong. Is it too much to ask for someone to take a risk on me, to fight for me, to actually care enough to not let something go; the way I did for you? You never even thanked me. I acted the way I did because I cared. I didn’t realize it then, but I do now. I don’t do that for just anyone. So, call me crazy, but today.. today I realized that I can’t keep waiting for you. I’m moving on, I can’t stay in one place waiting. I can’t be around you anymore. I’m not over it, I don’t get over things fast, I never have, no matter how much I try and convince myself. I’ll see you around sometime. I keep thinking maybe somehow, something will click and everything will go back to the way it was in the beginning. Maybe we could go back to that, but too much has been said and done. So, maybe you’ll get one more chance from me, maybe you won’t.

My Treasure now it's gone.. =(

So depressed when I lost this phone.. This is my first ever phone.. Still hoping that they will return it to me..



I'm going to miss this one..

There's that one guy
And no Matter how hard I try, im not good enough
No matter how much I like him, he won't like me
No matter how much I try to let go, I cant
I already lost you
But I never stopped loving you
I cant like anyone else because my heart belongs to you
I never thought I'd love someone this much
Its not fair I have to go through it
I miss everything
But I guess at some point
I got stronger
I got smarter
I got to experience love
You changed me,
Life was better with you
and now i am lost.
I'll keep hoping
But i cant hope forever

Giving Your Heart Away.

It's odd isn't it, how the most amazing and comforting feeling of love can also be so terrifying and leave you in a state vulnerability to the person you entrust with your heart. And in this one moment when you decide to give your heart to someone, you give them this titanic power to dictate your emotions, to make you smile on days when you just want to cry, to be jealous when you try hard not to be, to make you breakdown in tears when they do you wrong, and to make the most scared you have ever been in life that they could steal your heart and walk out of your life, or even worst, they could shatter your heart in to a thousand pieces causing a pain like no other.

In the end, it all comes down to one thing: trusting another soul to protect and not hurt your heart even when they have the ability too. And some of you who are reading these very words might be thinking, whether of thinking back to past relationships or seeing it from other people or how you're feeling right now, how there must be a lot of untrustworthy people in this world to account for the countless broken hearts and tears caused by love.

But I think it's actually cause even though we feel like the person we love can do no wrong, we forget they are human and are bound to make mistakes no matter how careful they are not to. So when you're giving your heart with someone, just trust them to hold on to it as tight as they can. You're heart could get some bumps and bruises and it could get hurt, but no relationship is ever made to perfection and it's hard to not crack something so fragile. So have faith in love and in the person you love. Most importantly, trust yourself that the reason you're giving your heart away is because that one person was already deemed worth it to give your all too; so don't easily give up on them when they make a couple of mistakes. And if your heart does break, never be afraid to one day give your heart to someone else who will put the pieces of your heart back to get and protect it.

And also remember, even though it's scary giving your heart away, the other person is probably just scared giving theirs to you as well. So be courageous to give part of you to someone else, because believe me when I say love is worth the risk.