HApPy bday Daddy!

It's my father's bday today. So I just want you to know dad that I still remember your special day. I hope that you are now happy wherever you are!


I miss you..:(

DEja Vu

I never thought that this would happen again. I once felt this feeling 3 years ago.When it really strikes me to the point that I can no longer breathe. It's like that your heart was been crushed into pieces. I woke up this morning with a heavy load. So heavy that it feels like it's killing me. There you go again. I told myself. He's not worth it. You will be hurt if you keep on pushing yourself to him.He loves her as much as you love him. He was never been yours at the first place. Txting her saying do u know how much i love U is a sign already that you should stop this stupidity.. =(

So now I will let you go. Be with her I know you will be lot happier rather than being with me. Thank you even in a short while you made my life happy. You have no idea what I felt right now..

LOst

I'm totally lost right now. Still not in the mood to post something..What I feel right now is that I'm not in myself anymore.

I hate what is happening to me
I hate what I've just done lately
I hate myself for being careless and not able to value it.
Last, I am so sorry for myself for being bad.

Tired Of waitiNg

No reGrets

ALmost OVer You

I really thought I was over him.. But When I saw him that afternoon I felt sad. I can't explain how I felt during that time. It's like the world suddenly stops. I hate this feeling


It's like I want to hug him at the same time I want to slap his FACE!!

Life's a climb

As i watched Hannah Montana the movie last night. I've learned a lot from her. From being rich then turned her life living in an urban area. I really like the movie. Where in there are things that we need to accept. Even tough we are not that lucky we must know how to appreciate little things. Being surrounded by the people around you is enough already. For me I am happy that I have my family who is always there for me. I don't need someone just to fill up loneliness in life...=D