My Little AngeL ALex

With my Langga.. at Bora!..

Badly Hurt...

I don't know what I want in life. I don't know what I want right now. All I know is that I'm hurting so much inside that it's eating me, and one day, there won't be any more of me left. Everything that ever cause a tear to trickle down my cheeks, I run away and hide from it. But now, everything is unwinding and finding its way back towards me. And I don't know what to do. I just know that the pain I felt so long ago, it's hurting ten times more.


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She, Her, Me

You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She’s not perfect - you aren’t either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break - her heart. So don’t hurt her, don’t change her, don’t analyze and don’t expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she’s not there.

I'm Back!

Hey guys!.. I'm back. It's been so long since I posted on my blog
Oh well. So many changes happened for this year of 2012..
Hell this year was a blast!
I'm starting to love it.
I am currently working right now in one of the best BPO company here in Bacolod. I am enjoying it and hopefully it will last what I mean is I will stay longer to this company but I can't help it but still thinking to go back to were I started. I'm still on the process of thinking it over since I had an offer.You know why I can't make up my mind? It because of this person that I can't leave and has been a part of me. He is the guy that makes me feel so loved more than any other guy in the world. I thank God for giving me this guy even though I told my self it will takes some time but it's worth the wait.

Hopefully... I can't say yet that he's the guy for me.. The perfect guy to be with. I know time will tell. I am praying to God to give me strength to hold on and keep n believing that there will be someone who is worth it be called mine..


And that's it!.. So much of me now.. Will be updating you next time.. See yah

Meet my BFF!..

Perfectly Fine.. :)

Definitions.....

Love is a tricky emotion. There are some things that feel like love but they are much too superficial to be the real thing. Real love takes time and doesn't happen over night. Here are three things that people often confuse for love.

Lust

Lust is the feeling that is often mistaken for love at first sight. Lust is an intense and sudden attraction to somebody you hardly know. It is mistaken for love because the attraction is so strong.

Obsession

Obsessions are often mistaken for love because people rationalize the crazy feelings they are having. They assume that it must be love if the other person is always on their mind. Obsession is similar to lust but it is much more misleading and destructive. While lust is often fleeting, fading as two people come to know each other better, obsession sticks around.

Rebounding

A rebound is a relationship that starts up very quickly after another relationship has ended. Rebounds are rarely based on love but are really a way of alleviating the loneliness people feel when a relationship ends.

Forget . Forget. Forget

Forget the times he walked by,
Forget the times he made you cry,
Forget the times he spoke your name,
Remember now you are not the same.
Forget the times he held your hand,
Forget the sweet things if you can,
Forget the times & Don't pretend,
Remember now he's just like rest.

Trip to cebu with MGB Trio's

At first it was only a plan. We didn't think that it would happen!!
It was my first time in Cebu and eventhough we only have limited time so happy that we get the chance to explore almost all part of Cebu!!.. I had so much fun.. Drink all night and groove to the music.. Yeah!!

Off to Cebu!!.. Yeah.. :)

Glad to see Tin Tin Once again.. :)

My best advisor eveerrr!!.. haha

This is for you..

Smiley me!

You know why there's always a smile in my face? Because life has taught me to always look the bright side of things and to remember that“EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON” and most of all when you feel that life is hitting you again and again.Struggle to follow, look forward the future. And always keep in mind, that life is not going to be fair and never has been, so whenever life gives you a hard time, you show her you are strong enough to move on and remember. Always keep your smile even if your heart is crying, because every bad thing has something good, it’s just a matter of perseverance.

Time to move on..

I need someone to prove to me that I’m worth it, really worth it to them. Maybe all I need is a person who can show me that everyone is not the same. Honestly, I thought you were that person but I was wrong. Is it too much to ask for someone to take a risk on me, to fight for me, to actually care enough to not let something go; the way I did for you? You never even thanked me. I acted the way I did because I cared. I didn’t realize it then, but I do now. I don’t do that for just anyone. So, call me crazy, but today.. today I realized that I can’t keep waiting for you. I’m moving on, I can’t stay in one place waiting. I can’t be around you anymore. I’m not over it, I don’t get over things fast, I never have, no matter how much I try and convince myself. I’ll see you around sometime. I keep thinking maybe somehow, something will click and everything will go back to the way it was in the beginning. Maybe we could go back to that, but too much has been said and done. So, maybe you’ll get one more chance from me, maybe you won’t.

My Treasure now it's gone.. =(

So depressed when I lost this phone.. This is my first ever phone.. Still hoping that they will return it to me..



I'm going to miss this one..

There's that one guy
And no Matter how hard I try, im not good enough
No matter how much I like him, he won't like me
No matter how much I try to let go, I cant
I already lost you
But I never stopped loving you
I cant like anyone else because my heart belongs to you
I never thought I'd love someone this much
Its not fair I have to go through it
I miss everything
But I guess at some point
I got stronger
I got smarter
I got to experience love
You changed me,
Life was better with you
and now i am lost.
I'll keep hoping
But i cant hope forever

Giving Your Heart Away.

It's odd isn't it, how the most amazing and comforting feeling of love can also be so terrifying and leave you in a state vulnerability to the person you entrust with your heart. And in this one moment when you decide to give your heart to someone, you give them this titanic power to dictate your emotions, to make you smile on days when you just want to cry, to be jealous when you try hard not to be, to make you breakdown in tears when they do you wrong, and to make the most scared you have ever been in life that they could steal your heart and walk out of your life, or even worst, they could shatter your heart in to a thousand pieces causing a pain like no other.

In the end, it all comes down to one thing: trusting another soul to protect and not hurt your heart even when they have the ability too. And some of you who are reading these very words might be thinking, whether of thinking back to past relationships or seeing it from other people or how you're feeling right now, how there must be a lot of untrustworthy people in this world to account for the countless broken hearts and tears caused by love.

But I think it's actually cause even though we feel like the person we love can do no wrong, we forget they are human and are bound to make mistakes no matter how careful they are not to. So when you're giving your heart with someone, just trust them to hold on to it as tight as they can. You're heart could get some bumps and bruises and it could get hurt, but no relationship is ever made to perfection and it's hard to not crack something so fragile. So have faith in love and in the person you love. Most importantly, trust yourself that the reason you're giving your heart away is because that one person was already deemed worth it to give your all too; so don't easily give up on them when they make a couple of mistakes. And if your heart does break, never be afraid to one day give your heart to someone else who will put the pieces of your heart back to get and protect it.

And also remember, even though it's scary giving your heart away, the other person is probably just scared giving theirs to you as well. So be courageous to give part of you to someone else, because believe me when I say love is worth the risk.

Mask

This pain is so real, but no one can see it. I mask the pain with a smile, but why can't anyone see that this smile is not real? Don't they know that a smile is supposed to light up someones day, and show the world who you really are? People see me as a happy person, but why haven't they realized that the smile I give off isn't brightening anyone's day, not even my own? .....

Change for the better...

As life goes on, we realize, everything changes.
People change. Friends change. Things change.
But change is good sometimes.
It makes you stronger as a person, shows you who your real friends are, and teaches you to not depend on others for happiness